May 2012
1 post
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March 2012
2 posts
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i’ve added a donate button to my blog. I don’t usually do this sort of thing but i’m desperate to go and see my grandparents in spain as i hardly ever see them due to flight expenses. Any donations, however little, would mean alot to me. Thanks.
February 2012
6 posts
You’ve not mentioned them yet. Most people look at them and give off the vibe of repulsion, or even express it with words, but not you.
So i haven’t been on here for a while. I’ve been kind of busy sorting my life out. I’m moved out of my auntie’s because i can’t stay there with that thing there. I’m back at mom’s and things are going okay. The early mornings are difficult but apart from that it’s okay. I’m happier now; i think. I don’t know. I’m not better, but...
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January 2012
3 posts
1 tag
December 2011
32 posts
You creepy son of a bitch.
If you can’t get hold of me, baring in mind you spoke to me yesterday, and i said i was going to be really busy today, you do NOT message my mother and my best friend to ask what i’m doing.
I cant do this. I hurt you so badly through my own selfish stupidity. I don’t deserve to ever be happy. I hate me.
I know I shouldn’t but I still love you. I have for seven months now and will Probably still in seven months time. I’ve been trying so hard to get over you, but I only seem to be getting worse.
I know you've got your life in place, i've yet to...
When someone spends an hour talking about...
November 2011
7 posts
I failed again last night. After months of refraining i finally relapsed. It has to be one of the worst feelings ever knowing that your demons are still winning and that you’re still not in control. Especially after two years of fighting, medication, 7 years of therapy and many other contributing factors. One problems settles as another arises therefore never giving me the chance...
I’m sorry that i’ll never be good enough for you.
Ugh why is everything always so complicated.
